Forgetting

June

Chilled my heart in the darkness
Memories in the endless night
Your voice in the cold phone line
I hear, as despair grips me tight

July

It was just a stupid phase
You would always stay
But laughter lost its joyous sound
When you set your final day

August

“Missing” in the cruellest night
Desperately they called your name
As you stared behind the glass
Like daggers, felt the blame

September

Like sand in the hourglass
Falling through our hands
Scars and smiles not forgotten
As they namelessly demand

October

Echoes from forsaken childhood
Ring true with this lie
You returned with the hollow laughter
But inside you had died

November

I tried to hide you from them
The inner child cried
Setting loose these demons
I never said goodbye

December

The talking seemed so empty
My past was still alive
Reflected in your eyes I’d seen
Another's name I’d cried

January

Chilled my heart in the darkness
Memories in the endless night
Your voice in the cold phone line
I hear, as despair grips me tight